Monday, May 23, 2011

"The Soul Tells a Story"

If your soul could tell your story,
what would it say?

Vinita Hampton Wright has me thinking about this.....deeply....thinking....about.....this.

Vinita was the Keynote speaker at the OC Christian Writer's Conference this year and what a surprise.
I mean, last year's conference was good and I learned so much, but had no idea that this woman would SEE into the depths of MY SOUL!
Like, she really understood my need, hunger and deep desire to write.


I would have never, ever expected her to express what she expressed,
in the way she expressed it that morning.
After I got passed checking her out, for the first 2 minutes,
taking in all of the "first impressions",
...she did something.

She began speaking.

She began speaking from her heart.
She began speaking to my heart.
She began speaking to ME!

She spoke on Creativity, and how it is directly related to our Spirituality.
She also shared that when you embark upon creative work,
you are pushing your own personal boundaries.

"Creative work is soul work; it happens in that interior place where
spiritual life forms the rest of life.
Your spiritual beliefs and your creative drive reside in the same place-
deep within you where everything important is stored."

She writes, "it will open up parts of yourself with which you have been unfamiliar.
It will cause you to ask questions of your life.
It will insist that you come up with names for things that until now you haven't examined carefully at all."

She spoke on the process of saying "YES!" to your creative gifts.

Here are a few:
You can expect to be misunderstood - I totally get this.
You can expect to scare some people - done.
You can expect to be rejected - yup.
You can expect to lose control - for sure.
You can expect to be harder on yourself- and when is that book going to be done?

"The blessing of nurturing your creative life, though, is that often you can use your gifts to explore the hell you're going through. (how did she know?)
Such exploration may not relieve the suffering, but it can form wisdom and strength in you."

You've got to get your hands on this book and your heart into this book.
It will encourage your path and give you depth of insight into your own soul.

It will help you understand not only your gift,
but the Gift Giver,
and how your gift is something that you in turn,
can offer to others.

In fact, that is why the gift was given to YOU...
to develop,
to love,
and
to share.

"When the artist is truly the servant of the work, the work is better than the artist; Shakespeare knew how to listen to his work, and so he often wrote better than he could write; Bach composed more deeply, more truly than he knew; Rembrandt's brush put more of the human spirit on canvas than Rembrandt could comprehend."
Madeleine L'Engle, Walking on Water

If your soul could tell YOUR story,
what would it say?

Wednesday, May 18, 2011

The OC Christian Writer's Conference 1 Year Later

Wow, one year ago is where a lot of this began.
What is "this", you ask?

"This" is the fruition of a wildly creative, wonderful, daring, courageous group that I have been so truly blessed to belong to.
Sharon knows the exact date we started and have met pretty much every Thursday since.

"This" group, which we don't officially have a name for, has been my life-saver.

"This" group, has been my support in my speaking, my writing, my life.

No, I am not exaggerating....seriously.

These women, in the last year, have supported me through dealing with my father's death, and have helped me persevere with my writing and speaking.
They understand the "writing thing". Not everyone does, and not everyone was meant to.
In fact, I didn't... until my heart was broken.

"This" group is a group where I am accepted unconditionally.
There are no expectations put on me...

"This" group is a group where I can share authentically.
I am not judged.

"This" group is a group where I feel completely "okay' with myself.
I am accepted.

"This" group is a group that embraces who I am, the good, the bad and yes, the UGLY.
I am loved.

"This" group is a group that could go on the road as comedians. We laugh hysterically.
They are funny.

"This" group is a group with real people dealing with real issues.
They are open.

"This" group is a group that gives me feedback, risking the fact that I may not like what I hear,
but they tell me anyways.
They are honest.

"This" group has been an incredible blessing in my life.
They are the body of Christ.

I am so very thankful that I met Sharon and Lynne through our Speaking Class,
and it was no accident that I met Tina in the bathroom, of all places.

Who knew we would all "click" at last year's conference.

Who knew we would accomplish all we have accomplished in one year?

Who knew we would all cling to each other for support as we journey on our
Writing/Speaking paths?

Who knew that coming together would create so much more than we could individually?

God Knew.

:-)

If you are working on your craft, you MUST find a "This" in your life,
You MUST!